Saturday, May 27, 2006

End of an era .....

At last I found the time to write something ......... no no no, its me pouring what ever that has been in my heart all this while. Today was the last of my exams for this trimester which also ends officially for me. Hmmm ...... a lot has happened in this semester alone that easily equals all that has happened in the past. This is the semester that I was supposed to graduate from MMU but sadly due to some mistake in my past, I've gotta remain here for another semester. That is fine by me but the matter that deeply saddens me is that all my friends will be leaving. All are taking the next step in life - working - while I'm left behind. It's not that I'm envious or anything but it hurts considering that we enrolled together but leave at different times. The great nights that we used to enjoy watching tv together or simply picking fights with one another are gone. The old clan of 383-G break up officially today. Along the way, Raj and Barathi left first due to personal reasons. Manika and Prasad are gonna graduate and make the step up in life while Melvin leaves for Cyber. That only leaves me all alone back here as the remaining member. Those days of yore will forever be etched in my heart no matter where I end up after this or who ever I may become in life. We were more than friends, we were a band of brothers that had our own way of having fun. We cared not what others thought or said cos to us, we were leading our lifes the way we wanted in our jolly little abode 383-G. But now those days are gone, well nothing lasts forever but the memories will stay fresh forever.
On another note, this semester has been one where I seen many ups and downs, with the downs far outweighing the ups. My FYP got rejected and I've gotta redo it next semester. That was a great blow to me. Recollecting and thinking back at the way things have gone, I feel really disappointed in myself.
Ok ok I don't wanna sound too pathetic. To all brothers I wish you good luck in ur future undertakings and somehow I hope we do get the chance to meet every once in a while. Now it's only me left but luckily there's Wafi too around so I guess I won't be feeling so lonely after all.
On that note, I sign off here wishing everyone all the best and looking forward to charting my very own future.